Monday, January 3, 2011

Heartfelt.

''ANGGGGG2''

It's funny how I dislike her being nosy when she started transferring to my class back in 09 where she get angry easily,this and that.But now,I enjoy disturbing her alot,so is Zengbin,Yanfen and Zena.Actually not just them,there's whole lot of them that I like to play with.I'll admit that disturbing people is part of me.Haha,irritating at times but that is so me.Maybe my name have got something to do with it.

I felt like my I've grown up in that sense of my thinking.I always think,asking question like why,building castle in the air.All these make me think that staying as a kid is the best damn thing whereby you lived your life carefree everyday.
Still,I can't escape being age.

Think again,I feel that I am so fortunate to have people revolving around me like Yanfen,Ang,Randy,Ricky and Zengbin.Not forgetting about Zena and Mic too whom I just knew lately but the little things they did brought me so much joy in life.I will looking forward to a steamboat session with them soon & they will be looking forward to my new hairstyle.Damn the two school-less,Haha.At least i feel so much luckier that I'm still be able to be schooling.
Not forgetting my family too,so is my aunt.To be honest,I used to feel that she is closed minded,and if I let her know a little things about me,I will feel worried that she will complain this and that even though is for my own good.Now,I feel that she becomes more open minded whereby I feel so comfortable to know that she read my blog and Facebook.It just make me feel better this way like I'm not seeing them as a family members but as a friend.Just like how I see between Shermin and her mum.It's so awesome for her mum to talk to her like a friend in Facebook,joke around.That's more of a kind of thing I want.

I may be harsh to people.Hopefully,they will know that being harsh to them actually make me feel more secure and trust will grow within,bond will grow stronger.
Because I always believe that quote by Marilyn Monroe.

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

That's what I believe that if a person can't handle me at my worst then sure they don't deserve me at my best.

I want to play my guitar,I want to play my guitar.I say that many times but I lost that motivation,I fell so badly.I need inspiration and motivation to move on.However,sometime I need to understand that I've to make the first step in order to walk.

So school is staring soon.Real soon,just tomorrow!
Checklist on what I got:
-Math text book ONLY.

HAHAHAHAHAH! Not that I don't want to buy,just that all the books is currently out of stock.At least many of them still got nothing yet.I got something.Hah

There will be so many things that I am looking forward to:
-I will be excited to seat at the canteen with the b1s and b2s during recess.
-I will be excited to think that I'm schooling while Mic and Zena is outside working.Lmao
-I will be excited to see who's the survivor of my classmates that promote and left.
-I will be excited to see who's my new teacher.
-I will be excited to see who's the new freshmen that came in this year.
-I will be excited to play basketball after school again.
-I will be excited to be the same class as Yanfen and co as I guess it will be awesome.
-I will be excited to be not excited to see some classmates for a change.
-I will be excited to see the numbers in the class had drop.
-I will be excited for this and I will be excited for that.

There's so much things for me to be excited about!

Ok back to my day.I woke up,dragging myself off the bed and..
1)Movie
2)Send my pants off
3)First meal @ Pastamania
4)Minzi's Chalet at Changi
5)Changi Airport to fetch Randy!
6)Supper @ KhatibCentral,my favourite BBQ set 3.
7)Home sweet home

I wanted to ask Edwin to tag along but i feel bad that he could only attend the movie and needed to go home after that.Just so you know Edwin,I didn't forget what you told me.

Anyway,
So looking forward to my first day of school soon! So is my hair cut later.LOL!

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