Day 38

I overslept again for work today.Why am I such a sleepy head.
I used to work happily.Now I'm working ''saddily''.

I don't why,maybe age makes the difference.Today an auntie,my colleague piss me off.Till now,I've no idea whose fault.I don't even want to be bother by it despite I felt sorry,she still pushing her luck.
The storage room is so small.I am carrying 7 boxes.Nowhere to put,I left it on the floor while slowly packing them back.She took one box,on her way out of the storage room,she kick it and fell.I pick her up but she shoved her hands away.I say sorry but she tell me it's ok.Next thing she did was saying me after she get up and went around telling other colleague that I made her fell.
That made my day.Nice...

Eat alone again,this time ate something cheap.I realized bread talk's bread can saved me alot of money so I would probably eat bread in the afternoon(actually dinner) and had cup noodle as my dinner(actually supper).The timing that I've been eating now is cmi one,so weird.

I met this malay girl colleague,same age as me.She told me that before she was transferred to my department,she worked at Isetan,Wistma I think.She always eat alone until one day it drove her crazy and she decided not to eat at all until she transferred here,to my department,whereby her friends will always visit her and eat with her during lunch break.Fortunate shit,I don't even enjoy such luxury.Further more,she got 13 points and she may decide to go to Ite.What the...?
Likewise another of my colleague got above 19 points and want to promote but she couldn't.

Now three things pull me down when I work.
#1
I'm alone.I don't have friends there,eat alone,try to manage things alone and seriously this can make one feel pathetically lonely.
#2
Most of the time,I'm the only guy there.I'm surrounded by bunch of girls,some weird one.They can look at me like I'm the only guy in the world.They can bully me like I'm the only one of my kind there.Especially this senior staff who sort of ''bully'' me.& this kills me inside.One man war.lol
#3
There's always something on my mind. Whether it bothers me or not,at least it help keep my mind occupied at times.

Today,some girl say I'm cute.LOL!Cute as in the way I am.I forgot what I did but it makes her say that.Yet another colleague,customer asked for my name and say I have a unique and cool name.That cheers up a little.
I am always hoping that someone could cook me a lunchbox so that I could bring it to my staff canteen and eat.If that happen one day,I swear I would fucking love that person.But back to reality,it won't happen.
I saw this remoted helicopter at level 6 children department.I really want it man but too bad no money.Arghhh
Christmas present,anyone?Who willing to be my Santa Claus?Hahahahha