That's what happen to me the whole entire day until I finally got up at night and do what I should do.
I still remember,always am,that someone said that I could come to him when I need help.In desperate situation during last night,I did.But I couldn't get myself to tell him what happen.I wouldn't want to trouble anyone anymore but I really need someone to hold me tight and tell me ''everything gonna be fine .''
Shit,none of this ain't happening.I got to rely on myself.I got to be independent.
I miss my dsi that gave me alot of memories and good times like the Halloween at Sentosa the other day.Now I could only look at the plastic cover of it.
Now I'm in a confusion state.Now I feel that I'm missing something,I feel empty.Luckily,fortunate enough,I got my two buds and my grandparents helping me and lending me a shoulder.Appreciated much.
Today is day 2.I couldn't get a good sleep.I run out of my house not soon after I got woken up in the noon..Hope everything going to be ok soon cause I know that later,things may not be fine.I just wish I could start work as early as possible soon.
I wish I would have the ability to support myself,an enjoyable work,great friends and party every night.Living by myself peacefully.I need peace.Though being a student now is the greatest thing ever.But is not even great when you don't have the ability to enjoy like how your friends do,because simply you don't have something like they do,a parents with ability to take care of you.Sometime you may not just be fortunate to have no choice but to take care of yourself.Handle everything by your own,Carry all those troubles by yourself.Because that's who I am.If you still have your parents who give you pocket allowance daily,concern of you,being supportive in everything you do.Appreciate them much.Because not everyone may be fortunate to be like you to enjoy such luxury.
I saw this.
''We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing. nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death. But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.''
Source via tumblr.
Shit,none of this ain't happening.I got to rely on myself.I got to be independent.
I miss my dsi that gave me alot of memories and good times like the Halloween at Sentosa the other day.Now I could only look at the plastic cover of it.
Now I'm in a confusion state.Now I feel that I'm missing something,I feel empty.Luckily,fortunate enough,I got my two buds and my grandparents helping me and lending me a shoulder.Appreciated much.
Today is day 2.I couldn't get a good sleep.I run out of my house not soon after I got woken up in the noon..Hope everything going to be ok soon cause I know that later,things may not be fine.I just wish I could start work as early as possible soon.
I wish I would have the ability to support myself,an enjoyable work,great friends and party every night.Living by myself peacefully.I need peace.Though being a student now is the greatest thing ever.But is not even great when you don't have the ability to enjoy like how your friends do,because simply you don't have something like they do,a parents with ability to take care of you.Sometime you may not just be fortunate to have no choice but to take care of yourself.Handle everything by your own,Carry all those troubles by yourself.Because that's who I am.If you still have your parents who give you pocket allowance daily,concern of you,being supportive in everything you do.Appreciate them much.Because not everyone may be fortunate to be like you to enjoy such luxury.
I saw this.
''We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing. nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death. But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.''
Source via tumblr.
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