Round the 3/4

Let me raftly make a draft about what Im into now.

It's been 3/4 of the year.It's already the start of Prelim and I'm so stress up,it's seem like I'm so not prepared but I really want to do well.Monday,which is tomorrow,we have to show a design but I just simply give up to do one because of insufficient time.People have been telling me how much they study but I simply got nothing to say because I still haven't really get started.This stress me up.Many people assume that I will do well since my grades have been better and better but the amount of stress is like shit.When everyone pin so much hope on me,the more I get stress up.For example,when teacher announced the top in SS,everyone would look at me.Or when a test coming up,they thought I have already prepared myself for it.But no,it doesn't goes like what people think.I actually give up my baby for now for the sake of studies but my studies isn't doing well.Now,I'm worried that my baby will ''die'' and I will lost touch of it.I wasted don't know how many days on Art and give up everything.And now when I feel that I have lose alot of things,I give up my Art and focus on the rest back.But it's too late to do everything in the eleventh hour.This is so shit.I wish all this could end fast and get back on my feets before ''N'' level.Many things lies in one self and I got to brush up my habits.

Last thing that Mrs Ng gave before she went on delievered:

''Enthusiasm and persistence can make an average person superior;Indifference and lethargy can make a superior person average.''

Tomorrow I will take a gamble. A 50 to 50 percent gamble.Northern Ireland and SriLanka would only be the topic I will memorised.If it didn't come out tomorrow,you will get the chance to see me cry.
Fuck.
& can you imagine they SQUEEZE the socialstudies and mathematics together in one day?!

Steven Gerrard: I'll prove myself to Hodgson.

Damn that Roy Hodgson who doesn't believe in liverpool!