Hectic

The beautiful sky will past by after some period.
Nevertheless just like everyone close.
Someday,everyone will walk out of my life.
Not worth the use of words like close.
Not even near to that.
Nothing seem to stay the same.
Everyone gone.
Gone like it will never come back.
Not even a glimse of it.
Change every 30 seconds in life.
Used to remeber every bits of it.
Not even now do I dare to remember about it.
It will only worsen.
Not a chance to speak my last words.
And you are gone like that after your ''own'' judgement.
Leaving me behind lurking like nobody.
Thankfully there will still be someone picking me up from the ground.
But the hole inside will never be covered.
The past is just a trigger to my mind.
And there goes another nightmare crushing my life.
A dark secret of mine.
No cure,no words spoken.
No nothing but the only solution comes down with hide.
Day by day only fear of it.
Couldn't throw it but only hide it.
Not even doctor could help.
Just what have I done wrong?

Finally MYE is over but it is not even a relief period.Next week will be taking back our results,fear that I would dissapoint my mother.And ''N'' level Art courseworks is going to start in approximate of two days.No time wasted..just how busy it is.
I hope that i could survive during these period.
Days ago,encountered some situation.If only they were saying the same thing as I thought,it might be great.But IF ONLY.

Crave for a good laptop that could support SA!